nak tolong orang tapi aku pula ditimpa malang?
i hurt Edward. really really bad. okay not that bad lah.. but still. bad.
for those who didn't know, Edward refers to my car, the NEW Myvi SE.
i had an accident this evening about 4.30pm at Bulatan Melawati near Tesco Shah Alam when i was going back to Taman Bunga Negara from SACC Mall to send sue who needed my help to get her to UITM to send her assignment ape ntah sbb hari ni last day. that's why i said 'nak tolong orang tapi aku pula ditimpa malang'.
i was in the right lane. the most right lane. and when i approached the roundabout, of course la kene stop kan? sbb nk tgk all the vehicles coming on your right. i was the FIRST in my lane. when the course was clear and i can finally move toward 12 o'clock direction and i didn't look in front cause again, I WAS THE FIRST ONE OF MY LANE.
if you think of this situation logically, how could i hit a car in front of me when i was THE FIRST one of my lane?! it's not like i saje-saje turn left! then barulah nk kne langgar. i was turning slightly to my right! cause that's how you do it when you're about to go round a roundabout.
but NOO..
i didn't realised there was a car in front of me. i have no idea how it got there. seriously. NO IDEA. how could you from the left lane goes so in front that you're IN FRONT of the car of the right lane? i don't get it. i really don't get it.
and so i hit the other car's right-back bumper. it sounded so loud it reminds me of my accident on 2007. but surprisingly, that car wasn't so bad. bumper kemek sket jea. but Edward. dahsyat.
bumper depan sebelah kanan (sebelah passenger) skali dgn lampu dan body seblah kiri kemek ke dalam sehingga pintu bhgn tuh tak boleh bukak. lampu high beam tak berfungsi. bonet kemek.
see? dahsyat kan? for me lah.
haih.. i hurt Edward. just imagine Edward Cullen's perfect face but the left side of his face's slightly deformed. it's ugly. it's horrible. like the phantom of the opera. i can't look at him. i cried kot!
i cried coz i hurt Edward.
i cried more coz i hurt my parent's trust.
i cried the most coz i hurt all three of them.
saya memang punya hati yang lembut :P
it's gonna take more or less 1 month to settle all of these. till then. my Edward will be admitted hopefully this coming monday.
and hopefully i can have him back into my arms soon.
then i'm definitely buying a canvas to cover him up every night. saya sangat sayangkan Edward saya.
I'm deeply sorry, Edward.
Yours Truly,
Love.
