Sy dibelenggu rasa bersalah.
bersalah sbb tak pegi masjid malam nie. I have a reason okay! i ada exam td so sangat rushing jika mahu pegi masjid jugak so decided to head home. the problem is; sy rasa bersalah! pada akak naqibah tue (naqibah = ketua kumpulan untuk halaqah) sbb masuk kali nie dah 3 kali xdtg dan die ckp (rasenyelah) "Halaqah ni kelas so wajib datang". fine the first two sbb malas. then this time sbb exam. hello! member2 i yg naqibah pun senang hati xgy. so why on earth am i feeling guilty for??!! argh! u noe, bab agama nie kte kne ikhlas. i xbuat lawak keyh. my mum taught me this & she still going on with her ceramahs to me. i always remember her saying 'Kalau buat bende baik tapi niat tak betul baik tak payah buat'. there you go! patut ke sy pegi masjid sbb takut tak dpt attendence for that day rather than pegi sbb nak beribadat? tak dapat 1 pahala pun sepanjang perjalanan ke masjid dan ketika berada di masjid tue.
haih.. so enough with this GUILTY!
exam Signal dah habis!
exam EMD dah habis!
now, exam Linear pulak!!!
then focus on presentation.
and next exam on 5sept, E2!