3 hours of going out with Sue = 1 whole day outing in my mom's hour system.
i went out at 8.25pm last night & came back at 2.30am. what my mom has to say about it? "dah xingat nak balik? penting sangat ke nak pegy umah kwn tu? nak ikut ckp kwn ke ckp mak??"
here's my arguments;
"dah xingat nak balik?"
if i don't remember to come home, i won't be here at 2.30am.
"penting sangat ke nak pegy umah kwn tu?"
did i do something bad at my friends house? did i go alone? did i make a scene there? NO. is it unimportant for me to spend quality time with my dear friends after being suffocated in this house?
"nak ikut ckp kwn ke ckp mak??"
i'm sorry that u guys don't have yC like i do. but here's 1 key point; WE'RE EDUCATED. we might not have masters or PhD but we ARE EDUCATED. do we go clubbing? do we go romancing? do we go merempit? NO. we went for a chit chat at Starbucks. and then we went to a friend's house to take some movies & tv series for later enjoyment. did we went somewhere else? NO. we went straight home.
the point is. my choice of friends are the ones good enough u can find here in Subang where most teens are already corrupted. they keep me sane! do i listen to them than you? what am i? 15? i can think. i can judge. what i did was solely my action DO NOT BLAME MY FRIENDS.
i'm the one who decided to go out to starbucks.
i'm the one who decided to stay there till 12am.
i'm the one who decided to go to Zieq house at 12am with Ain, Sue, Zafa, Ifah, Nazmi & Zieq so that i can hang out more with them.
i'm the one who decided to COME HOME last night.
what the hell do you want from me?
of course i didn't say all of the above back to my mom. i won't hurt her eventhough it hurts me more. i won't hurt my family if it drives me insane. i won't hurt them eventhough in my heart & mind i just wanna leave here for good. *now it sounds like a runaway letter*
and you princess, ur the one who told my mom that i went home at 2.30am coz u were texting when i came home. good job sis. good job.
to my mom's eyes, what i did was hugely wrong. i don't understand that. i've never understand that. my bro used to go out at 12am & came back at 3/4am. or worst, the whole day till 3/4am. and yeah, he didn't tell anyone or asked permission. what? he a guy? that's why u let him? and u keep preventing me from being with my friends. why? they're bad influence? am i a bad person now? do i smoke? do i take crack?
i feel disappointed. i feel suffocated. so if i do become crazy, guys, above are the reasons why. and i won't trade these for anything.
i went out at 8.25pm last night & came back at 2.30am. what my mom has to say about it? "dah xingat nak balik? penting sangat ke nak pegy umah kwn tu? nak ikut ckp kwn ke ckp mak??"
here's my arguments;
"dah xingat nak balik?"
if i don't remember to come home, i won't be here at 2.30am.
"penting sangat ke nak pegy umah kwn tu?"
did i do something bad at my friends house? did i go alone? did i make a scene there? NO. is it unimportant for me to spend quality time with my dear friends after being suffocated in this house?
"nak ikut ckp kwn ke ckp mak??"
i'm sorry that u guys don't have yC like i do. but here's 1 key point; WE'RE EDUCATED. we might not have masters or PhD but we ARE EDUCATED. do we go clubbing? do we go romancing? do we go merempit? NO. we went for a chit chat at Starbucks. and then we went to a friend's house to take some movies & tv series for later enjoyment. did we went somewhere else? NO. we went straight home.
the point is. my choice of friends are the ones good enough u can find here in Subang where most teens are already corrupted. they keep me sane! do i listen to them than you? what am i? 15? i can think. i can judge. what i did was solely my action DO NOT BLAME MY FRIENDS.
i'm the one who decided to go out to starbucks.
i'm the one who decided to stay there till 12am.
i'm the one who decided to go to Zieq house at 12am with Ain, Sue, Zafa, Ifah, Nazmi & Zieq so that i can hang out more with them.
i'm the one who decided to COME HOME last night.
what the hell do you want from me?
of course i didn't say all of the above back to my mom. i won't hurt her eventhough it hurts me more. i won't hurt my family if it drives me insane. i won't hurt them eventhough in my heart & mind i just wanna leave here for good. *now it sounds like a runaway letter*
and you princess, ur the one who told my mom that i went home at 2.30am coz u were texting when i came home. good job sis. good job.
to my mom's eyes, what i did was hugely wrong. i don't understand that. i've never understand that. my bro used to go out at 12am & came back at 3/4am. or worst, the whole day till 3/4am. and yeah, he didn't tell anyone or asked permission. what? he a guy? that's why u let him? and u keep preventing me from being with my friends. why? they're bad influence? am i a bad person now? do i smoke? do i take crack?
i feel disappointed. i feel suffocated. so if i do become crazy, guys, above are the reasons why. and i won't trade these for anything.
