my theory has become a fact. he is now taken by another girl and they are now together. so here i am. alone. i shouldn't be sad of myself, i know that. but the truth is, when u asked me "are you okay?", i'm not okay.
i am not okay.
it's pain. that's what i've been feeling all along.
watching them together was too much for me to bear. far too much than what it's like when he's with the first girl.
all i ever wanted was a chance.
maybe it's true, i was in 'tangisan dalam tawa'. or is it the other way around? i don't care. i fell. and i'm putting myself back together, just that i don't know how long that's gonna take.
it won't be so soon. that's definitely.
if YOU are reading this. don't bother to have sympathy for me. i don't need that. i don't need you. you are just a part of my memory that i love. part of me that still love.
i wish you all the happiness in the world for you and her.
cherish her. love her. respect her.
it's been a pleasure knowing you all this while, and to fall for you.
don't bother to be nice anymore, any gesture from you will give me a headache. i can't stand watching you anyway. you just make me furious.
